It's amazing how i can wake up today like right the min my alarm rang.
I sleep slightly earlier on school days and find it hard to wake up the next day.
But apparently, I slept later than usual, and still woke up for Sports Day.
Bleh, idk.
Aigoo, I WANNA BUY SHINee OFFICIAL ALBUM SOON.
Like any of them, but I want the Julliette one, or maybe the Replay one, or maybe the RDD one.
Aish, JUST MAYBE ANY I CAN AFFORD. ):
Hoping to order online, but dk any trustworthy sites yet. /:
I was reading my older posts,
and btw I realised I started on May 2008, (apparently it was the month of SHINee debut, but I dk them yet, how much I've lagged. T-T)
And it was really interesting to see how my style of writing blogs change in each month, in each year.
I wonder how I'd feel next year as I look back my this year's entries. More SHINee, or will I lose interest in them alr?
But till now, I know I still love them loads.
Maybe a little over.
BUT STILL WITHIN ACCEPTABLE RANGE.
oh btw.
Sports day was pretty awesome.
No extremely strong sunlight.
Amazing races Scorpions put up.
Yeah, the comm trying to make us cheer is so hard.
Srsly, we're not that cooperative, i should say.
No i'm not proud of that, though i did try my best to shout.
But obviously it's not gonna make huge difference.
Is that what Singaporeans may be lacking?
Civilised enthusiasm at the right time?
Gosh, this reminds of SG fans injuring idols.
Yesh, please leave if you don't wanna read my rants.
I've warned you, it might not be super serious or long rant but anw.
I'm feel quite sad to say that SG fans, not all but still (perhaps other countries as well, but I'M NOT SURE), can't really control that fangirl in themselves.
Yes, that may include me, but I had never experienced it before, which don't give me much authority to judge them.
But that's my feelings, at least at the very first moment I realised it.
SG fans shouldn't spoil their own image at the very least.
Show them we love them in a better way than pushing them about when we try to get near them or anything that injure them.
I mean, Is that how we love them.
We show our love but injure them and then feel sad that they are injured.
Come on.
Are we that selfish?
Yes, all of us want to see our idols like by ourselves.
But apparently, that's a dream that will never become reality.
All of us know that.
Ofc, unless you have special relationships or permissions or anything.
But it is NOT possible for them to meet us one by one and expect them to remember all of us.
Maybe in the future it might be possible. But I know very well it won't happen NOW or the near future.
Srsly, have we shown them our togetherness spirit in supporting them?
That's a qn i have, and idk the answer.
I srsly do not know, cause i'm a new fangirl, and i know very well that my thoughts may be very superficial and not have depth.
Please correct me if I've said anything wrongly.
I mean, look at perhaps Taiwan, they organise themselves. Like grouping tgt before a show and decide a chant that they will do to show the idols they love them, and perhaps tell each other not to injure them as much as possible because we all love them.
Idk if the above is true, it's based on my inference.
So yeah, should we not make them afraid to come to Singapore.
Fandom and extreme fandom is diff.
Fandom is enough.
I hope i can do it too.
Xinyi
2:03 AM
