So, today is saturday and next week's no school. (:
*applause*
That's why i've finally got time to be on blogger again. :D
This holiday aren't gonna be that relaxed though it's still a good break and i do cherish it.
I hope i won't lax myself too much cause I really do need to buck up on my subjects in order to pull up the result.
I need to feel motivated, i don't want to spazz too much on SHINee in blogger cause i do that too much on FB, but SHINee kind of motivates me to be better. Even though they do distract me from school work.
How? i wonder why too. It must be cause whenever i see footages of them, behind the scenes whatever, they work really hard. So i think of that and ask myself if i'm working as hard as them. If i'm not, i've no right to complain that i'm not producing results and should work even harder.
I dk if that helps but it's still considered motivation.
So chinese oral's next monday, i have to prepare for it but i'm still not preparing! Digressing is a huge problem here. I'm trying my best to live the short one week meaningfully. but apparentl, digressing is making it difficult for me to do so.
And intensives from tues to fri. HWAITING DANCERS. GWH, WE CAN DO IT!
Honestly, sec3 marks many new starts for me. From starting Amaths, to having intensives fro SYF, they are all first times. And I can see myself start to sleep beyond 12 for the first time for revision for test. There's still many other firsts ahead, like O level oral, papers. It's not gonna be easy at all, but i'll be hanging there i hope. I mustn't let myself crumble.
If people can survive and remain hyper with 2 hours of sleep, i must try to believe that we can all do nearly impossible things. But then again, it's so easy to say. sigh.
Another thing is that i'm starting to love 逗号. yes i do. :D It's helpful ofc, to building up my knowledge, though not much gets in, it can be used as a good reference. But also they've got interesting stuff, yes, k-pop and idols. And so there's this article on fangirling (according to how xinyi translated it). I saw a meaningful title 爱而不疯. It kind of made me reflect if i've been too obsessed with SHINee. I wasn't really, i'm serious. Yes, i do get high at the mention of SHINee or hear their voice or hear their songs or anything that involves them. But that's all. Yes i am comtemplating whether or not to but their albums, though i already bought one (but not directly produced by SM, but some place in taiwan or smth) But that's really all. My definition of obsessed is when people really do go crazy over their idols. And according to that article, people killed themselves over the idols, or even collects their used socks. I mean, not that these are entirely bad, but it kind of restricts them and invades their privacy. Okay before i bore anyone, i should like stop here soon.
Please bless those who suffered in Japan due to the earthquake and tsunami. Hope that Yuka and her family is safe!
Xinyi
Xinyi
8:10 AM
